Growing every day

Brewster and i were talking the other day and he really got me thinking a lot about dreaming. a couple days prior i had gotten into my girlfriend’s grill bout learning to dream and vision cast. little did i realize how little i have been dreaming myself. so brewster really went hard on me and got me to start dreaming and talking about steps i can take to reach these dreams etc…
in the midst of this convo it came up that i want to help the homeless…brewster said “i better never see you just walk by a homeless person again”……

today ash and her sister and i went to Moes. we were eating when i saw a man that looked to be homeless walk in. he was dressed homeless. he had a little stereo with headphones plugged in and an older cell phone. he walked around then sat in a booth at the back of the place. when he had walked in i noticed two little Christmas bags with him. we sat and ate and were about to leave. the whole time i thought maybe i should offer him money to eat or at the least talk to him. i was nervous and scared to…….we were about to leave and he got up and walked to our table handed the two bags to lindsay and Ashley and said merry Christmas and left…….

a couple hours later i am still dumbfounded. we came up with this whole thought that maybe he was waiting to see his two daughters and they didn’t come so he left and gave their gifts away or maybe ash and lindsay reminded him of his daughters or maybe he just wanted to give a gift to someone for Christmas maybe he was tired of being the receiver and wanted to be the giver….

… the gifts were from cracker barrel they had tags on them and they were stuffed animals and a stocking. Lindsay was convinced he was an angel…

i think it was a sign…confirmation from God about what steve and i had talked about.

ashley said a “homeless man gave us gifts its so backwards” i don’t know exactly what to say and i gave this story no justice by trying to re tell it. but something happened today and my heart is open today.