Growing every day

life is full of experience. you live you learn. you are constantly in a state of growth. change will happen no matter where or what is going on change happens. 

Tonight i experienced some emotions. i went to a familiar place that i spent many years of my life and i went with some expectation and came back more upset than when i first went. have i become arrogant? am i selfish? do i have false expectations? or have i just moved on? has my life changed and the place changed so much that it is impossible for there to be any sense of comfort? i don’t know to be honest its almost got me in tears. life changes but does it have to change this much? my friend and i talked about it tonight and she said i know its not right but i just want to be comfortable and i do to but that’s just it when we are comfortable we no longer rely on God we become self efficient (at least we think we are) i am not going to find peace or love from anyone if i don’t have God’s love or peace in my heart first. i’m merely trying to fill voids that no one can fill but God.  i don’t know the answers to the questions i pinned earlier in this blog but i want to continue to search and i hope things do continue to change but maybe this time for the better.

“Life’s tough get a helmet”-eric matthews (boy meets world) 

life isn’t easy we all hit the brick wall or have the brick wall fall on us. i’ve learned that things bounce back. i started landscaping this summer and have learned many lessons my latest is that if you push a broken bush and it doesn’t snap it will fling back and smack you in the face and even cut you. Yeah i felt stupid but it taught me something. Some things in this world will seem like they are about to break and that all is coming to an end but then suddenly they will snap back. on the flip some things that you wish would break will seem to be dead and that they should prove to be easy to conquer but they will snap back and hit you in the face. Welcome to reverb sometimes like a microphone’s reverb, things come back and sometimes echo more than once can you handle the hits? when life throws you curve balls lean in and smack it for a home run. learn to reposition yourself for success sometimes that means you take a hit but you gotta take it in stride and be ready next time. 

sorry for the delay i’ll hit it hard to jump back

here we go 

Dream Dream Dream but…..

if you don’t work you aren’t going to hit the dream head on. if you spend all day dreaming you have missed the head of the nail you have bent the nail and will spend more time straightening it then driving it in. work my friends people will not believe in you or they will they will completely support you but in the end, it doesn’t matter what they say or think. will you work your dream out? God gives you dreams he fills your mind with goals and big things if you don’t work though they will just sit there. if you get the dream handed to you on a silver platter you will not appreciate it nor fulfill it to its complete potential. wanna’ do something big you gotta work big that means right now start working don’t put it off work it out.